TOP OF THE DAY
27 May 2006
"lets welcome the newly wed, Jason and Lilian"......
the song was played and my sister came walking into the grand hall of CHIJMES. i think this was the moment she was wating for in her life. everything was perfect. from the invitational card to the wedding photos to the dinner. absolutely wonderful.
the introductory video of them set me crying. even the waitress was laughing at me, this big-sized-yet-emotional bride's brother. the setting was really gorgeous. dimmed light, long walkway and THAT song. it was really beautiful.
everything was over soon after. and i knew from that moment onwards things wont be the same. the late night talk, the early breakfast. even the very very simple things like seeing each other everyday. i am so used to my sister presence that when she went overseas for a few days in the past i would feel strange that she wasnt at home. she is the most logical person in the family, whenever theres a quibble or anything, she would the coolest head of all, and she is defintely the most intelligent one in the house. she was everybody's
DA JIE. well liked, well mannered, generous, joyous. she is everything. from good school, good grades, to good husband, she was associated with them all....
i know i shouldnt be emotion like my second sis said. "we should look at the better side ma, now we got one more brother, and maybe next time when they give birth we would have nephew and nieces. dont think it as losing, instead, it should be gaining!" ya true. but things are still different. i think it would be more difficult for my er jie. they shared the same room, she on the lower deck, da jie on the upper deck. they would talk talk talk until they fell asleep. sometimes i would hear laughters coming out of them room in the night. now the upper deck would be left empty. but maybe she isnt dealing it that badly, coz she is marrying soon i gues..
ok i shall stop being emo now. its a good thing after all! i wouldnt wanna see my sister being left on the shelf, would i ? we wont welcome u back and stay with us ok!? u better live happily ever after with your husband ( i know you are in good hands ) but come back more often ok? ):
oh no i think i am crying again T.T
p/s : i will upload the video and pictures soon! (in case you are interested)
