TOP OF THE DAY
15 August 2005
hais hais hais....
it has not even been a week since i lost my dear phone, i was dealt with another sucker punch in my face...
my uncle passed away on fri, due to ( not again? ) cancer...
he was a popular figure in the family, everytime without fail, he will entertain the crowd... he love the ambience to be relaxing and enjoyable... although he will scold my cousins and I " da ben dan " or what, he was just joking.. he want us to learn something from it.. and i never forget how he help to me rub my swollen like trotters toe during chinese new year years ago... he has been working all his life.. just as his life got alittle better and when he could relax abit, he cruelty of illness sturck him. doctor told us he had 3 mths left... but we wouldnt dare to let him know.
every possible solution was tried, and slowly he oso learnt abt the fact of his illness. but wad could he do? he can only lie dere in pain.. few days before god finally take him away from this suffering.. he was in a blank... and we can see that he cant really put down his business.. but he has lost his will to live and he left us... 2 mths sooner then wad the doc has predicted..
my aunt said he jus gave up without really fighting... perhaps he is just tired of this world.. or maybe leaving is the best possible way for him...
san jiu jiu... you will live in me forever - ahxiang....
